My Dilemma

I have been chanting for 3 years now. Amazing things have happened. I see more series of numerical sequences throughout the day. Just today I saw the 777 right to the left of me was a vehicle parked with the license plate 777 as I left Autozone. I associate this as spirit telling me something.  A message from the beyond. I was pissed off at the letter I received today from the serviced of my house loan. I was denied for a modification because my income  I listened to a YouTube video that state this is a "Part of mystery school".  I believe it is telling me that I am to move forward in my evolution sort of speak.  I have a lot to say. I am angry, happy, sad, frustrated.  You name all kinds of feelings. I feel them, let them go and go on with my mundane life. However, there are days the numbers Show up out of No where. I have even started a Number diary to associate my thinking patters or what is happening currently with my life to see if that has anything to do with it.  For now I will leave you with a philosophical Haiku! (My lil passion).

Employment websites

No life purpose presently

Where are you today?

I am between jobs and yes I just finished a temporary assignment.  Enjoyed alot about it.

My big question is how do I save my home from foreclosure?

Do you think my haikus on bumper sticker can sell. It would be a partial solution to save my lil modest home I have lived in for 11 years.  Is the American Dream real or just an illusion?

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Drowning in Suffering

I’m in dire strait, the waves are casting on my shore

I will not wait, as drowning was not in my final plans.

Will you come to aid me my fellow man.

I scream for all those that have been in this place.

Hiding behind this unfateful fate, hidden pain behind my face.

Cast me your line and help me ashore, I don’t want  to sink

I have in the past with my karma, I shall no longer think

That I have do this alone again, my fellow friend

I don’t want this to be the end of ends.

Winds are blowing harder, cutting my skin
rains drenching, filling my pores.
Staying stuck in static was not the Divine's plan
for all of us, humanity, all man.